Therapy
"So what do you feel?"
That question is the worst. As if anyone is able to identify what they feel. As if we all know what we feel all the time... I can feel my therapist watch me and I try to make myself more comfortable in the chair.
"What do you want from me?" it's whisper in my brain. I'd never say it out loud. But my inside's screaming and throwing tantrum at her. "WHAT IN THE FUCKING WORLD DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?"
I try to make something, to make an answer. But she's just shaking her head. She's not even impressed anymore. Not impressed by my manipulative skills. The skills of making a talkative illusion that makes her forget about the thing she wanted me to answer. No, right now she's focused on getting an answer.